The Sunbaked King

Study Blues

I think I need a wake-up call.

This isn’t funny anymore. The way I wake up late in the afternoon, play a game of Restaurant City until my eyes pop out from my skull, and then go out and spend a hundred bucks to study. Which I do, but might as well didn’t. I can’t seem to read fast enough; I can’t seem to recall far enough.

The long weekend was an opportunity for me to regain my stride in studying, but I failed to use it. I would like to think I’m better than this. I failed my two exams last year, and you would think a rational person would study like his ass was on fire. I was that sort of person, once upon a time, but somehow… I can’t channel him back.

I need to be that person once again. All these talks and acts of renewing, of overachieving, will be for naught if I don’t pass this exam. For my sanity’s sake, I need to pass this.

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Filed under: Bibliomania, Rat Race

4 Responses

  1. Joey says:

    Naku, naguilty naman ako… :p

    Wag ka mag-alala Ker… normal naman talaga yan as everyone grows old except for a few… and they’re mostly in the academe. :p

    Isipin mo na lang, you have to pass it as soon as possible with your present “ingredients”. πŸ™‚

  2. kerwinray says:

    Thanks, N. πŸ™‚

  3. kerwinray says:

    Joey, huwag ka maguilty, kasalanan ko naman e.

    And yes, I should have those “ingredients” first! πŸ™‚

    Thanks pala sa tomato! Hihihi.

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